20060115
wth!!!
wth.
suddenly i just couldnt slp no more.
maybe after what he told me that happened to him.
i dunno.
he just seem so hack care abt his health.
you mean getting chest pain after doing a sport is something normal?
plus i think there is a slight breathing difficulty also.
you mean this is normal for a sporty person?
i do not think so manx.
it's either you had over excerised, or maybe something else.
i dunno. and then now headache.
i dunno. maybe this is something normal.
but i just worried sick for him.
but afterall is his choice, if he wanna play,
i cant do anything much. maybe im being too over-sensitive.
but its all for his own good.
i cant afford to loose him at all. NO WAY!!!
i mean if something really happened to him.
what am i gonna do? i think i will go crazy.
i really cant afford anything like this.
i cant take this kinda blow. argh. i dunno.
maybe im thinking too much.
argh. whatever manx.
fcuk it.
sorry i didnt mean to not tell you.
just that i am din know how to tell you.
and i know u will say u are alrite.
so no point telling also.
i know you do not want me to be worry.
but i just cant be bring myself to not to worry.
plus i got some church stuff to do, and i need to submit by tmr.
and i havent a single shitx yet. so ya.
argh. sorry!!!
forgive me.
SORRY!!!!
beingglamourified((: at 1:20 AM